; sisterly bonding

Pool at Toapayoh with the Possums. Sweet memories(:

I was pleasantly suprised when Michie came to me the night before and chirped "Want me to report anything?"

Ahaha. I guess it's natural for us to share, when it comes to this whole issue. After all, for 2 whole weeks, it's been me and JH, her and I***. Trust grows, and something else.. Between the guys and girls la PLEASE. No homosexuality involved here, I'm not sure about JH though. LOL. Jokes only okay. :x

What I can't tell anyone else, not even my best friend, I find myself pouring it all out to her. Perhaps because she knows everything first-hand, and it's too painful for me to tell the entire tale from the start to anyone else. And I know she's someone I can trust. Yes, I don't deny I'm afraid of letting the stone wall around me fall, so girl, don't let me down alright? Please..

My indecisiveness cost me more than I thought it would. Care and affections, which I thought never existed. A relationship which I will never speak of again. I was foolish, weak, and even now, everytime she talks to me, I feel guilt that I actually allow myself to feel for her man. Given a second chance, I know I'll soften towards her again, and push him away a second time. Silly I guess, but it's this conscience and heart that makes me Jov that I hope you guys love (:

But YOU. Don't reiterate my mistakes. I swear I'll stab you if you do! Good luck to you and your Possum brother. Teehee.