; almost here

I guess my mom's right.

I'm emotionally very fragile, and I can't handle endings for nuts.

So I shouldn't start what I can't finish.

Started taking the anxiety pills again. I ran out of antidepressants. Gotta go see doctor later. I don't wanna risk getting emo and feeling like fuck again.

I'm tired. I wanna sleep my hang over off. But I think my brother's in the room doing goodness knows what with goodness knows who.

Wow. I just saw something I shouldn't have. Upsetting.

But it's good in a way. I'm pleased if that's the way things work out.

I hope you guys get back together. Appreciate each other alright? (: A 3 yr relationship isn't easy to come by. Love don't come easy. Take care and good luck, both of you, JH and Judith.