; behind a facade

Wish I told him how I really felt,
maybe we'll be together right now
but instead..


Jealousy? Hurt?

To think of, to miss, to yearn?

No, I have not the slightest right to feel anything at this point of time.

So hidden from the world will every pain I emote. And allow no one to intrude into my private arena.


I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing in more everyday
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even though nobody knows

The nights are lonely the days are so sad
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
But nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
I'm screaming at night as if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel

And I'm dying inside, I'm crying inside, I'm trembling inside
And Nobody Knows It But Me


When will I be brave enough to say this?

Tomorrow morning I'll hit the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me

Perhaps never..