; tear my heart open

I've just realised my best friend's leaving for Aussie in 2 days. ):

So one best friend in Aussie, another in US.

Sigh.

Next year it'll be my turn. Having mixed feelings about it.

Too tired/emo/flf to go out. Sorry sis, I'll meet you tomorrow or something okay?

Or maybe I should go down parklane watch husby play match or something.

Or meet angie at entertainment.

Sigh.

What's up with all my sighs man.

I made my own bed, and I needa lie on it now. If only I could turn back time to two weeks ago. None of this would have happened. I fucking miss my teapot.

Annoying...

People always think I don't hurt. In reality, I do, very much. I'm sick and tired of life.