; this is for you

Judith,

I am very grateful, and touched that you thought of me. For once, I realise that I'm not just a stupid bugger, who cares about others, and gets fucked up in the end. Even though you were a stranger to me, I took your feelings into consideration, and I tried to do what I thought was best.

And now I realise that you're doing the same thing. But please. Please. Don't let me pull you down from any chance at happiness. Don't let me affect your relationship with him. You guys were together for 2 years, 10 months! What's that if not love, silly girl? He is just a guy I've barely known for 2 weeks. It's normal for humans to feel loss. And I don't deny I miss him, but only as a friend. I enjoyed his companionship, but I'm in love with somebody else. And you know who that is right? :P

Thank you for trying to spare my feelings, just like I once did for you. But I don't want you to do that. It's not fair to JH too. You two love each other! Please don't give what you share up. I love to meet couples who stuck it out for a long time, and you two, YEP, definitely. I want you happy. And it'll be a bonus if you can make him happy too.

I've said this so many times, and I'll say it one more time. I wish you both all the best, with all the sincerity from my heart. I'll love to bump into you guys on the street one day, acting like those lovesick couples. LOL. I mean it.

Take care, girl. Good luck in everything(: