; it's you tt matters

Am I not entitled to a choice?

Why are you making it for me? How do you know it's the one I want?

What drove me to choking down 30 painkillers yesterday was the loss of your friendship. Coming online feels so empty nowadays. Do you know? Love is secondary for me, in our case, you would probably never know how I feel for you if all this never happened. I will never risk the teasing, easy relationship we shared, or once shared anyway for anything else, even something more.

All I want from you is friendship. I don't expect love.

I've known you for 2 years. Numerous fun, sleepless nights we spent talking. How can you compare yourself to a barely 2-week friendship with JH?

If that's the reason why you chose to disappear from my life, I'm telling you now.

No one else comes close to you.
Won't you come home and stop this pain tonight?

; almost here

Why are you doing this Winnie?

Why the firm attitude and everything?

I love you, I really do.

*emo 6000 years (sounds familiar?)

; let it go

I've just picked what's left of myself up.

Bruised and battered by Teapot's words, I don't deny it cuts me like a knife every single time I re-read them yes, but I'm not going to let anyone send me into the abyss of hell again.

I'm better than that.

Thank god for those anti-depressants, I think I still have 4/30 left.

; fuck it all away

So my group's removed, and I'm blocked AND deleted.

Thanks Win.

Fucking thanks ah.

; closer t me

Enough said.

If you don't get it, you're probably not supposed to (:

nobody's there when i call your name
the nights are cold without your flame
but if i could i'll make you see
that i'm sorry
and that i need you here with me