; to stay

i was reading the blog of an ex boyfriend's (pardon me, i do realise the numerous references to the men of my past lately) ex girlfriend, or fling, or something else, i have no idea.

curiousity seeps through these veins, and i wondered about their short-lived story. whether they were even officially a couple, and what caused the separation.

i am not too fond of that girl though. she kinda annoys me. and i don't know why, but it's not jealousy. lol. even if given a chance, i'll probably give him away on a silver platter, so that's that. (: hmm, distaste, disdain perhaps? lol. just an inexplicable dislike i guess.

however, thou shalt not poke her nosie into where it does not belong, lest trouble comes knocking on her door once again.

you know an excellent remedy to cheer yourself up? or boost self estemn?

just change your nick to something like nobody loves me anymore ): on msn. i did that and everyone started telling me they love me! hehehe (: