; i swear

so. IT'S 17 17!

happy birthday to me (:

that was a whole lot of smses, calls, testimonials and msn/ircing wishes! thank you guys!

and happy birthday to yvonne(17), melvin(17), meldon(18), bingg(19). oh and i's brother too, whatever his name and age lol.

to those who couldn't get me on the phone, that's cos i've changed numbers for quite sometime alr! ahaha you could always msn or drop me a msg through friendster t ask yep(:


I'm afraid I like someone much more than I was willing to admit. Too bad that she messed me about after lying to me for so long. I feel like the biggest sucker in the world. Her name is Jovina by the way.

to you: i'm sorry, but we're way better off friends. because i have someone esle in mind. :|


and hello there flamers, your identities are kinda exposed to the world don't you think? so wouldn't it be easier to leave your names already? just so we know which one of the four's performing this time.

i don't need to explain myself, but yes, i am sticking to one guy. and that's my business yeh?

if you're a, or d, and you call me a flirt/can't stick t one guy/or anything thus related, i'm not really gonna say anything because well. i know a wasn't exactly that type and d hasn't shown that side of himself so far. maybe they are la but from what i know..

but if you're b or c, and you wanna talk about being frivolous/flirtatious, OMG. look at yourselves please. even a once told me tt one of you just hits on each and every girl you meet. and circumstances have proven it true (: both of you made promises about leaving the girlfriends, and never going back, and looked what happened? lol. a little henpecked yeah? for b, i don't really wanna say much, but you have a gf, and what are you doing not once but twice? not really nice moves huh? c, you know best what you've have done yeh? telling another girl she has attractive eyes, losing it when you see one particular waitress.. all while you're trying to get your ex gf you claimed you hated back, you define the phrase DIE FOR CUNT. and yes, if i'm so ugly, YOU wanted a piece of the ugliness. lol. i think the logs are still intact.

at least i'm STILL leaving you guys this much dignity, by not posting your names in the blog. i think your girlfriends read it as well.

all along i was telling everyone to just drop the issue. it doesn't matter. i was trying to protect someone i now realise isn't really worth a second of my time, and i didn't want to blow things outta proportion. i was okay with forget it let it go, but you guys just won't leave me alone. resentment sets in. self defense mechanism do. that's why i'm being nasty. you guys started it. i had enough.