; how to deal

i am so tired but i can't seem to fall asleep.

and i'm afraid to in case i can't close those worn out peepers of mine tonight.

having a raging headache and pain all over the body. and a really bad cough.

but if i say anything to mommy dearest she'll prolly scoff and doubt my predicament. "WATCH WORLD CUP NO PROBLEM LA. GO SCHL THEN DAI JI LIAO LIAO."

i need a little sympathy not sarcsm right now ):

my time table sucks. okay take tuesdays for instance. one period at 910 - 940. break all the way to 11:40. 2 WHOLE HOURS. what do you expect me to do? go suck some toes? there're only so many cigs one can smoke right? and on weds. 940 - 1220 free period. HONESTLY. can you blame me for running off?

i left school at 11:40 today, after lit. i was too tired to hang around for 1 period, to wait for maths to start, then another 1 for chemistry.

screw st francis06. i miss all those peeps from st francis 04 and 05. we were sucha happening bunch. yes i can't deny i miss being the social butterfly. the only girl who smokes in the guys' toilet with 10+ guys, the only person who flits around from table to table making conversation, the one who could mix with both guys and girls from every country.

thai, indo, vietnam, us smokers and clubbers (my main table), the hottest girls in schl (ammy fenny suin xiujing maddy jasmine chloe), the eurasians/caucasians, the koreans, the chinese, and who have i missed?