; il take the tears

Update on the Alwin front. Like many people's been asking me.

Wanwin thinks I should have a good talk with him. I'm doubtful. Talk about what? Things have been different, even though we've mended our friendship. The comfy feeling has been replaced with awkwardness. I could once hug him, hold his hand, just like a close friend. Not any longer. Like Selwyn says, a glass once broken, though mended, will always have the cracklines. Maybe it was the confession that I loved him, or just my relationship with his friend that soured it all. I have no idea. It's indubitable that I'll always have a soft spot for Alwin, like I had for years. But romantic love? I really don't know about that anymore.

And on the JH side.. Just like the previous, many have been questioning.

I'll admit that I miss him. Miss having him around in my life. But that's all there is to it. I know I don't love him. How can I love somebody after 2weeks?! I don't even really know him deep down. Yep, let's not even mention love in this case aight?(:

AND JUDES!!!!!

Sigh. JH isn't a ball or a present! We keep trying to pass him to each other. He's a human being with emotions! I've realized this, so you should too. I made my choice, to end whatever we had. He made his too, that you're the one for him. Don't tell me not to give up on him now because it's over, over! Past is the past, let it go. No longer do I want to be implicated in this triangle because I cherish both friendships, with you and him, I want to keep them!

I'll be happy for you guys, however it turns out (: What will your choice be? It's your turn now. :D