; from the heart

i love youuu la can. you jus keep /ignoring me whether its text msn when i see you. i have nfi whats wrong this time. jh issue over. if its adam its totally not my fault i didnt do a thing. what you said t him when he left your house really upsetting la. or maybe its what ww said i saw what she sent and no i'm not crazy in love with you i do like you but love only like a bro like how i love angus? and i'm not even pushing youfor anything i jus wanna be friends like we once were! sigh sorry outburst all but i'm tired of emoing over this, everytime someone mentions you i jus 6000years right away. and yeh i missed you t bits and pieces la. but i've did what i could now. make or break now win it's all up to you.


i sent this, and yeah no reply. and now i'm blocked.

i don't know what to say. but i really don't wanna care anymore.

like cx said, does it really matter to you how alwin sees or treats you?

why should it?

why should i let it affect me and my life?

fuck it all away.